Life is a series of natural
and spontaneous changes.

Don’t resist them
– that only creates sorrow.

Let reality be reality.
Let things flow naturally forward
in whatever way they like.
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                                                         Flow with whatever is happening
                                                 and let your mind be free.
                                         Stay
                                 centered
                         by
                        accepting
         whatever
         you
         are
 doing.

This
is
the
ultimate.
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Going
with
the
flow . . . .


 Not
         too
                 long
                 ago
         I
 was
standing
on
the
bank
of
a
stream

watching
 the
         water
         slip
 over
the
rocks.


The sound of the bubbling water
held my attention;
very soothing.



I decided to sit for a bit on the bank of the stream.
A wiggle here . . .
a wiggle there,
and I settled comfortably
in the
Earthen chair.


Gazing at the stream,
 the sound of water over rocks
         soon enveloped me
                 like surround-sound.


My heartbeat,
pulsing.


Each in-breath;
connected me to the rhythm
 of the stream.

 Each out-breath;
 detached me from anything
         outside the shorelines of the stream.


                         In . . .

 out . . .


                         in . . .
                         the cool air fills my lungs....

 out . . .
 I feel the warmth of air over my tongue . . .

the rhythmic breathing
slowed my thoughts to a trickle.



Water bubbling over rocks
became like lyrics;
go with the flow . . .

 go with the flow.


         My body loosened,
                 becoming as fluid
                         as a lazy SSSSsssss curve.


                         "Listen . . .
                 listen . . .
         the rocks in the river
 give the river her song."

                                                                 The quieter you become
                                                                 the more you can hear.
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As I became One
with the meditative sounds
of the river song . . .
even the concept of time
spilled into the flow.



Until . . . .

A tiny speck of something . . .
just out of the corner of my eye . . .
this something is falling from the sky.

And in that instant of awareness
the connection with the water
 was broken.


         Squinting,
                 still mesmerized by the stream
                         it took a moment to focus.


                         High from the canopy of trees
                 a single leaf floats down.

Zig . . .
 Zag . . .


Like a pendulum the leaf sways . . .

                         right. . .
 left. . .
                 right . . .
left.


 Turned up edges toasty brown and crisp,
 the cupped belly of the leaf appears soft,
         pliable
                 and vibrantly golden.


                 Like a feather,
         the leaf gently glides
         onto the surface of the water
 where it's quickly scooped up
by the rhythm of the stream.

Watching the leaf takes me back
to summer adventures
and being scooped up
as I splashed into the current
on Michigan's
Muskegon River.


Tubing with my kiddo's
or free floating
 on the
Mighty Muskegon
         with my husband,
                 he looking for fish in hidden holes;
                         those deeper safe havens
                                 for the big-one-that-got away.


Me,
I was in search of hidden treasures
that some ancient ancestor
may have left behind.



                                                                         Free-floating,
                                                                 for me, was always the best . . .
                                                         just like that golden leaf,
                                                 gliding over the ripples,
                                         slipping over rocks,
                                 leaning into
                         and away from

                 the different elevations

 and formations . . .

going with the flow. . .


There were times when,
in those uncharted waters,
I got hung up on something . . .

or bounced into an unforeseen boulder . . .

         
OUCH!!!


                                                 It rocked me momentarily . . .
                                         but usually the current
                                 and the depth of the water
                         spit me back out
                 into the flow again.

Now,
watching that golden leaf float,
dodge,
hang-up,
up-end
and then right itself
 in the Mainstream
         reminds me
                 of the
Great Current
                         that runs through my life.



Funny,
as a kid,
I loved mucking around
 in the slick-bottom shallows of a stream or a lake.

         All the neat stuff lived there;
                 tadpoles in the spring . . .
                         full-bodied frogs hidden
                                 in a flotilla of summertime pond scum,
                                         soft shelled pancake turtles
                                         dug deep in the muddy shelf bottom
                                                 gave themselves away
                                                         by a strand of air-bubbles
                                                 surfacing to the top of the water.

                                         The shallows were always an adventure.


                                 I almost lost that edge of curiosity
                         by becoming comfortable.

                 But thank goodness,
         some next adventure would nudge me;
 a new job,
a business venture,
"educational" pursuits
that took me all over the country
as well as the West Indies.


Clearly, it seems,
 I'm to stay in the Current of the Mainstream . . .
         not attaching too long to any mirage,
                 those "things" that appear
                         to give the mainstream (small "m") security.



Suddenly an action in the stream takes me out of my headiness.


The golden leaf gets tossed out of the current and into the shallows.
                         It's hung-up on something.
                 I can't see what's got the leaf in its grip . . .
                         but it's being held in place.
                 My urge is to go over and release it.
                  But I'm "nudged" to simply watch.



                                                          The leaf is lodged on something . . .
                                                   it's almost motionless.

                                          Perhaps it's reached its final destination.
                                Perhaps it will become part of
That-Which-Gives-Back.


                         Long ago I was taught
                 that those still murky scum-waters
         was a place where other organisms
 would break down whatever collects there,
 transforming the "prisoner" into a new cycle . . .
         food, shelter for others living in the waters.


                 "There's a reason for everything,"
                         my mom always says.


Oh . . .
suddenly there's more action . . .
nothing stays the same in the current of this stream.

A twig shoots out of the current.
It's moving toward the shallows,
taking the same path as the leaf . . .
an upside down V of water
 makes a wake behind the twig.


                 DOINK!!


Like the domino effect the twig bumps into the leaf.
The golden leaf bobs back and forth in the water.

On the down-bob the leaf is suddenly released
 from the grip of the unknown.

 Now the twig is hooked up on the
unknown.
         A small piece of bark flakes off the twig
                 and hits the leaf . . .
                         pushing the leaf toward the current
                                 where it begins to swirl
                                         in a slow spinning motion.



As it reaches the outer edge of the current . . .
the leaf twirls around like a
tilt-a-whirl . . .
 faster until the momentum
         carries it into the Mainstream
         where it's scooped up
                 into the
Pulsating Water.


                 I watched until the leaf was out of sight . . .
         up and over another boulder
 and then around the bend of the Stream's Plan.


Experiencing the emotions that flow,
ripple and churn with this human event called cancer
 is very much like what I watched with the golden leaf.

         I'm riding the rapids of possibilities.
 Sometimes I sit in what appears to be stagnant waters,
yet these very waters slow me down
to take a breath and regroup.


It is here in the shallows
that I confront the illusions,
the very stuff that narrows my vision
and separates me from the
Current of Life.

The neat thing about that leaf
is that something came along and freed it
from the illusive grip.


                                         And like the leaf,
                                 I'm free
                         as soon as I let loose
                 of the idea
         that anything can separate me
 from my
Source.


In the autumn of my life . . .
experiencing this very human event,
I realize that it doesn't matter
whether the experience
 is a lazy ribbon ripple
         or a white water boil;

                                         I just have to be willing
                                 to flow with the
Current
                         that's movin' through me. 3


I accept chaos.
I am not sure whether it accepts me.
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Meditate-Rhythm-flow
You can’t do what you want
'till you know what you’re doing;
and you can’t know what you’re doing
till you know who you are . . .


                                                    Going with the flow
                                            is
not about bowing to peer pressure,
                                    pleasing others by conforming,
                            or to not go against the grain at times.
                            
                            There is no wholeness,
                            inner peace, contentment or integrity
                    in a life where ‘everything and anything goes’
            and taking the easy way out by conforming to the majority.

            The major casualty of conformity is one’s identity
            - where integrity and self-respect are shattered.
    While going against the grain and standing up for oneself
often has unpleasant consequences;
they are far less serious in scope and damage than a shattered self.


Going with the flow is about “rolling with the punches”:
accepting change, accepting the patterns of life that swirl around us;
the cycles and tides and seasons, and people
    - without getting angry, disillusioned or frustrated.


Going with the flow is simply to acknowledge the flow of life;
    it is accepting that whatever happens
            happens . . .
                    and then quietly,
                            go on your way . . .
                                    living your truth.


    Things will happen, not “might happen”, but will.
            There are, and always will be,
                    things that we cannot control
                            that will affect every aspect of our lives,
                                    and we must accept that,
                                            or we will constantly be frustrated.


                            Sometimes we go through life
                                    wanting the world
                                            and other people to accommodate to us.
                                                    When they don't,
                                                            we get rigid and defensive,
                                                                    thereby getting us in trouble
                                                                    and making the situation
                                                            a lot worse for ourselves.


                                                    What you can’t deny, however,
                                            is that pretty much everybody
                                    who’s anybody in history
                            has had the ability to see their short life for what it is
                    - and decided to make it meaningful,
            valuable,
    to get the MOST out of it
--however success was defined for them.


No matter how much structure we create in our lives,
no matter how many good habits we build,
    there will always be things that we cannot control
            - and if we let them,
                    these things can be a huge source of anger,
                            frustration and stress.

                            Please meditate on this for awhile. 6


    Be still and know that I am God . . . 7


If you want to shrink something,
You must first allow it to expand.
If you want to get rid of something,
You must first allow it to flourish.
    If you want to take something,
            You must first allow it to be given.
                    This is called the subtle perception
                            Of the way things are.
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                                    Flow with whatever is happening
                            and let your mind be free.
                    Stay
            centered
    by
accepting
whatever
you
are
doing.

This
is
the
ultimate.
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May you have Light and Love in the flow of your life journey
Sources:
[1] ~Chuang Tzu
[2] -Baba Ram Dass-
[3] -The Rhythm of Life  ~Julie Johnson
[4] ~Bob Dylan
[5] ~Lao-Tzu
[6] ~Klaas Tuinman
[7] Psalm 46:10
[8] ~Tao Te Ching
[9] ~Chuang Tzu

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